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Sunday, July 23, 2006

 
&& the world completely changes
those nights when i see you, its
just you and me ; no need to hold
back . see, other people would
call us fools for falling for each
other like this . but you and me
baby, you just can't keep us apart.

 

my babyy makes me happier than anyone in this world.

 

have you ever just sat in the dark,
blasted music and thought about the lyrics?
well i have and every song that comes on,
i always find some way to relate to you.

 

life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest . laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, t ell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love... and most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no regrets.. that's going to be what makes you smile

 

I wait for the bus in the morning. I wait for my classes to finish. I wait for my shifts to end at work. I wait for the weekend to arrive. I wait for dinner to be ready. I wait to get my grades. I wait to get my license. I wait for my paycheck. I wait for my birthday, for Christmas, for vacations, for everything. I wait, I wait. I wait constantly so it would be really great if I didnt have to wait for you too.

LJAE

 

one smile from him makes my..
5 am wake up
cold shower
nothing to wear
no hairspray left
missed the bus
late for class
..whole day worth while..<33

 

She blows big bubbles with her gum.
& laughs when they pop all over her pretty face.
She dances in her victoria secret's underwear
She takes crazy pictures
& posts them on her myspace
&& to her friends..she's a star.
Because she realized that life
Is way too short to be crying
over the asshole that broke her heart

 

I know he may not be the cutest guy to you,
but he is to me..& theres just something
about him that makes my heart drop
to my feet everytime I see him <3

what is cute? cute is young and inexperienced
cute is holding hands in the car and
kissing
at the red lights. what is sexy? sexy is standing
in the rain as your pushed up against your
car tearing my shirt ...as you kiss her with the
intent to never stop. what is passion? passion
is knowing what you want and stopping at
nothing until you get it. passion is putting
your heart in what you do. what is beautiful?
beautiful is all about the inside of a person.
beauty can only be found in the heart. what is
love? love is the amazing balance of all of
these things, in your mind, in your heart, in
your body and in your soul. love youuuu

 

its every girls dream to have
a guy call her at 3 am just to
say 'hey babe... just wanted
to tell you
i love you.'

a girl only needs three things in life;
alcohol to make her strong, love to make her weak,
and best friends to pick her up
when the first two make her hit the

 

we fall like shooting stars && autumn leaves
stay up later than the streetlights
promising what never could be.
i can`t be anything without you
i can`t be anything without you by my side.

she`s my bestfriend '
you break her heart;
i`ll BREAK your face.

she smashed the rearview mirror with her fist because starting today, she's never looking back

 

 

Darling, i've heard about you
not very different from the rest
you have doubts? you say you
will never find the perfect guy?
Well gorgeous, i have something
to say. The moment you stop
looking, you will find true love.
&&all these boys that dont seem
to notice you, well fuck em` they
obviouselly don't know what
they are doing. All girls are
gorgeous, whether it's in
their personality, or in the way
they dress. Guys that label all
girls as hott or not hott. well they
need to stop labeling and finally
notice the girls that are usually
forgotten about. The day i meet
a boy that thinks a girl is beautiful
because she is different, unlike all
the rest. my life will be complete
So for all you girls with doubts,
lets take a break. Fuck all the boys
right now, its their turn. Lets just
stop worrying about needing to find
love. Then, the boy that lays awake
for an hour, after trying to fall asleep,
because he can't get you out of his head
he knows what it feels like, and
truly, he's the one. Because hes not
just about saying how hot you are, but
he feels you are truly something special.
Girls, you are all truly gorgeous, so walk
like a model, and don't be aftraid to
speak you're mind. and most important,
If a boy doesnt seem to care you
Are in love with him, he was never
worth it in the first place. love always.
 
Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples
kiss and make-up listen to love songs -- I smile and
feel good 'cause I know that love still works,
if not for me, at least to others
 
Someone asked me,
" why do you like him so much? "
but before i could even reply my
best friend put her hand over my mouth,
and said " don't even get her started".<3
 
 
& he placed his head to hear her heart.\
& whispered, "this is my new favorite song."
 
 
There comes a point when u stop being friends,
&& become sisters - Laguna Beach
 
Shawn: Okay. It's been raining for seven days, how do you explain that?
Cory: Warm air meets low pressure system?
Shawn:
WR0NG! It's raining because God is crying & he's crying because he created you & Topanga to be the role model of the perfect couple for the entire universe.
- Boy Meets World -
 
 

if these lockers could talk,
i know just what they`d say.
they`d speak of fun times and laughter.
and memories that will not go away.
if these lockers could talk,
they`d chat of how we`ve grown,
from timid to fearful freshman.
now out and on our own.
if these lockers could talk,
our secrets would be given away.
however shameful or terrible,
now it all seems to be ookay.
if these lockers could talk,
they`d remind us of all the stress
when we studied until the sun came up.
then we`d sleep all through the test.
they held our most private posessions.
and our years we kept inside.
today, we start a new life.
and a new locker we must find.
if these lockers could talk,
they`d advice us to try our best.
and to smile as we walk across the stage
for we have passed our final test.

 

&& we sat there .. on the school bench, laughing and joking. && it was that moment when i realized, this is it. This is the last time we`ll ever be together, sitting in our group of friendship. But I knew, even though we wouldn`t be together in person, we¡¯d always be together in heart. That`s what real friendship is.

 

Image Hosted by ImageShack.usDaddy's little girl. Mommy's little angel. Teacher's pet. Pageant queen. All my life, I've been pleasing everyone but me.

 

Were all a little weird and life is a little weird
and when we find someone whose weirdness
is compatible with ours we join up with them
and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

 

 

i love quotes<3
 


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

hola&hearts;

wow, its been a while eh? haha so i finally got access back to this so i figure why not use it. hrm. life has been good. i've made alot of new good friends. lost a few great friends. && those who have stuck with me, well GOD BLESS YOU. haha

i'm gonna miss alot of people. && i'm gonna miss alot of things.
but one thing i wont miss is the drama.
haha i'm so done with that. so closes another chapter in the life of missy.

everyday is a new chapter. make it worth reading.

today i went to summer school. blah. government is so boring.
seriously i'm glad i'm taking it now. honestly i dont know how i would be able to sit there for a whole semester when i can barely sit there for 4 hours for 10 days. haha
my baby's sick. [khemo&hearts;]
i'm getting sick. blah. i seriously slept from like 2 till 8:30
i was tired. which is usually a sign of "i'm working on getting sick." yuckk =[
then i had an emotional break down todayy. blah. i hate those.
but it's good. i got it all out && hopefully it wont come back in.

anyways. that's all for now. i'll update later&hearts;
[cause i totally can now.]

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LO&&MISSAY
best friends forever.
[&& ever] fa sho.
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Monday, October 03, 2005

Hello Darlings<3

well today was pretty blah.

i would like to make it known. Chloe Day is my offical Best Friend and i love her<3 she's the only one that really understands just whats going on with me. grrr.

i'm going to run away to broadway. and when i become famous i will say i'd like to thank the academy and mr.v for forcing me to run away because of his policy. well look where your policy got you! NO WHERE! that's where.

anyways. just an interesting well known fact.

oh and i definately love madison<3 cause he like totally sympathisises too. and i mean it's madison come on people. : /

anyways. so i'm working on a project. but i really should be cleaning so i can go to the CROSS CANADIAN RAGWEED CONCERT! i mean it's common sense that, well, that's more important. haha ya right. not right now. if i ever want to get ungrounded. which i do thanks.

but hrm...

^ i like that word. hrm. or more of a noise. anyways. Johnny Depp and i have been talking alot lately. i really think i am in love with him. i think he might pop the big question! eek! ::excited face::

hmmm....so much homework. blah. whatever i need to go. i'll try and update soon. but don't count on it right now. but call the cell and leave a lovely message. or leave a lovely message on here. those make me smile alot alot when i get on! hehe anyways. i'm out. i love you all. mwah<3

Read this it is important. it spoke to me. maybe it'll speak to you.</3

My name is Gossip. I have no respect for justice. I maim without killing I break hearts and ruin lives. I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age. The more I am quoted, the more I am believed. I flourish at every level of society. My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face. To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become. I am nobody's friend. Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same. I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip. Office gossip - shop gossip - party gossip - telephone gossip. I make headlines and headaches. Remember, before you repeat a story, ask yourself: is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary? If not, do not repeat it. Keep quiet! Great minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, shallow mind discuss people.
-Ann Landers

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stay wonderful<3


Tuesday, September 27, 2005

so lets make it clear.

i definately miss lauren asherz<|3

i miss my best friend. we haven't chatted in ages it seems. and it's very sad. and makes me cry a little.....<|3 i do however love her with all my heart<3

ok so the past few days have been interesting. i saw my dad for the first time in a loooong while on sunday i think...and then yesterday..oh yesterday..we'll start at the beginning.

well it was like any other day i woke up got dressed looked quite cute<3 i thought. and went to school. my day was goin pretty darn well. i had lots of fun. found out i'm not failing Chemistry. um i need to go take notes for tomorrow...hm. i also found out that i don't have that great of friends and i need to become closer with my theatre people. ((that's completely off topic but oh well)) anyways. well rehearsal rolls around and its going pretty wonderful. until right after...george and lyndi were making our "mops" and all that jazz and ya know being me i was like oh! the "mops" i get to flip over. well i wanted to see if it would hold up. and so i did it once. sure enough it held. well the second time i wasn't quite so lucky. it snapped and i fell hit my head and i don't really remember much after that. its very fuzzy. i remember walking into the bathroom so i wouldn't start bawling in front of everyone. but anyways. i called my mommy and she came to get me. george and lyndi were awesome and stayed with me. i love them very much<3 and then me and my mom went to get my ice packs and meds. yayyyyy for meds<3 then we did something else. i can't really remember. i know my mom wouldn't let me go to sleep. that was kind of upsetting cause i was really tired. well when i finally got to go to sleep apparently my mom would come in and wake me up periodiclly. but i don't remember. well this morning i woke up and didn't go to school. my neck hurt like major bad. and my head was POUNDING! like hardcore. twas no funn</3 so anyways. my mommy called the doctor and Dr. Cook called her back. you know it's serious when the ACTUAL DOCTOR wants to see you...well yes i do indeed have a concussion. ugh. this sucks hardcore...but i will be at school tomorrow. yayyyy i get to see all my lovely friends. and um ya...just wanna say...

thank you greg<3 so much for talking to me last night you made me feel alot better i <3 you!!

elliot..i'm sorry i didn't call. i fell asleep after talking to greg and i don't remember being woke up so i could call. but i love u<3 i'll call u tonight!

well i'm out. tiredness. and gotta do some homework. i love you all. mwah<3

quotes and iicons to come.

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Smile<3 God loves me<3 haha

well the past couple of days have been interesting. non speaking terms. woohoo. um went and saw reckless with greg last night<3 it was REALLY good. we went to ihop. hung out and stuff. saw mr. matt pritchett<3 yayyyyy! i missed him. i definately love that kiddo. definately like my bff<3 saw elliot there<3 yayyyyy i love him too! we chatted on the phone last night. it was pretty sweet. then i had rehearsal this morning. that wasn't too fun. well it was it was just early. blah. haha we did our dancing-ness stuff. that was funn. and then i came home. talked to greg on the phone took a nap then greg came over for a bit. and i'm supposed to go to Subway with Elliot later but i dont know if that'll be happening. we both don't really have cars. lol it sucks hardcore. but hm. i'm chatting with him now<3 hm. bored. so i think i'm gonna go. i need to take a shower. and i need to go to the store. hm. maybe go to greg's to watch a movie and stuff. i dont know though. depends on what his rental's say. but if i can't go over there i think i might go over to elliot's and hang with him and some other peeps. i dont know yet. i wanna see a movie. my dad came to take my brother to a movie but i didnt want to go with him and my brother. i don't want to go anywhere with my dad at this point and time of my life. hm. anyways. i'm gonna go. i love you all. mwah<3

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stay gorgeous loves<3

 

check this out yall its too precious</3 http://www.flashplayer.com/animation/imissyoudaddy_movie.php

quotes and iicons<333

ask anyone. When your name
comes up in conversations-
my eyes sparkle & my smile shines

 at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *

i miss your smile, but
i miss my own more

from diapers to thongs.
from scraped knees to broken hearts.
from tea parties to formal
from cookies to hickeys
from barney to laguna beach
from bows to eyeliner
from limited 2 to hollister
from A to Z
you've been by my side helping me through everything

you know you truly care about someone when
you have to try to convince yourself that you don't..

when you're a teenager.. every little problem
seems S0 MUCH BiGGER then it REALLY is..
just think the next time you strart to stress
over the little things.. ' is this even going to matter
five years from now? '

whoever will gossip to you
will
gossip about you

sometimes i think you're TRYiNG to hurt me.

im just another scratch on his LiST, && he's just another scratch on my WRiST.

excuse me while i fall apart
don't flatter yourself sweetheart

& then we hugged each other
tighter then we ever had before
knowing that we never would again

there is always going to be that one awkward
moment when you walk by that person &&
remember all that you once had.

 -» wait for the boy who will be your bestfriend, the boy
who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of*
the day no matter what the circumstances, wait for the
boy who makes you smile like no other makes you smile
& when he smiles you know he needs you. wait for the
BOY who wants to show you off to the world when
you are in sweats and have no make-up on. most of all,
wait for the boy who puts you at the [CENTER ] of his
universe because obviously he'll be at the center of urs

summer has come and passed . .
the ( innocent ) can never last .. ♥
wake me up when september ends

& there`s always that little bit of ( whore, ) in
every girl when it comes to that one special guy

seems like ever since the first day we met;
there`s no one else i think of more than you.
i can`t seem to forget; i can`t seem to get
you out of my head; guess the verdict is in.
--> im so absolutely crazy over you. <3 <--

don't let what others think of you become what you think of yourself you are your own person: accept yourself & learn to look in the mirror & like what you see - it doesn't matter if you don't have the looks of a supermodel: just be a good person & happiness will follow

once you experience love..
you never want to live without it again.

and its so hard..
when no one understand why your crying in class
and your best friend asks you to a movie but you pass
you want to kill yourself but you know
he's still out there & that some how keeps you going..
waking up in the morning and puttin on your
make-up
smiling with tears.. living in rain
and yet knowing what you gain might be nothing but
pain

i use to think i had it "good"
but i was totally misunderstood..
i had it "perfect"

sometimes i feel you'd rather watch me drown..
then get your hands wet

i lived too fast
and i loved too much
and i'll die too young...

you looked at me & said " we used to be
so close, what happened?" I looked at you
& said simply "things change." and for
once i think i did the right thing

 please dont give up on me...
like every other guy i've ever known...

& it's soo hard when you talk about her...
because then i know...
it's not me you're thinking about when you're smiling...
& it's not me on you're mind when you dream...
it's her...& she's so perfect...how could i outshine her...?

once you get everything straightened out & you
begin to enjoy life.. something happens
it happens because there has to be some kind of
event that hits you in the face and makes
you realize its not all gonna come easy..
you have to work at love & dry your tears..
friends will come and go.. and guess what..
there will be others
not every relationship will be enchanting &
perfect.. and if its ment to be..
it will always find a way..



memories are only as good
as the friends that you can
laugh about them
with

the beauty everyone sees in a sunset
is nothing compared to his eyes _*

 



Your Smile...
Your Laugh...
Your Jokes...
Your Scent...
Your Sarcasm...
....I like it all....


people will come
people will go
&& some aren;t ment
to stay in your life.
but to teach you a lesson.
in leaving. && loving.

"laughter is timeless.
imagination has no age.
& dreams are forever."
- - Tinkerbell



  



Meaningful

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<<everytime i see him.

the only thing that truley scares me..
         ..  is what love can do to a person

thank you for reminding me
of all the things i've done
comepletely wrong.

its like i want to push you off of a building..
                but still run down to catch you <3

i promise you.. deep down inside this hurt, scarred up teenage ..
theres something worth keeping

 

theres nothing like a forbiidden love..
the one where you have to fight to be
together..
cry
in order to be happy
scream
for him to hear you && in the
end, is all worth the
pain <3

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone

I think I've found my other half
I swear I've found my better half

It's 3 AM and I am sneaking out your back door
A goodnight kiss and I am stumbling to my car



Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground? The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was just a card game. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was wanting to grow up..

I guess to some certain extent you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You no longer expect to turn around to open arms anymore..


... i am the author of my life ...
unfortunetly im writing in pen
and can`t erase my mistakes<3

you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still  \\
manage to see the best in me <3

 I Think of you and smile


 



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